She is!!!!

Facing myself has been one of the toughest truths. Besides hiding from my own shadow and mirror image I valued the opinions of others and many times allowed them to influence my life. Yeah MY LIFE. I am now 30 years old and I just come to the realization I am bi-sexual. It took me 30 years. I knew it when it was 16 but I didnt want to admit who I was then. I know in Gods eyes this is not pleasing but how else am I going to deal with me unless I face the facts. I like women a lot. Especiallly her. She is amazing and talented and funny. She is sweet but not a push over. Thats what makes me smile. Well there ya go. Now you know. Im out of the CLOSET!

Really? You aint all that

Okay! So dont you just hate when some one plays the knight role with you as IF you really needed saving when they met you. Yes youve helped me took care of certain affairs, been there when I needed you but haven't I been there for you as well. Uh, Hello didnt I have a house car and a job when we met? Well I will have a house car and a job when you decide you feet cant stand still any longer. There is the door! Dont let it hit you where the good Lord split you!

This Weekends trip and Positive breakthroughs

This weekend was fabtabulous! I had the opportunity to see my family and interact with them. What was more awesome than anything was being able to talk to my mom! smiles. She and I set up until 3 am just talking about the past good and bad. Meanwhile Im up and down fixing her coffee and actually enjoying every moment. I left home smiling because I have not talked to my mom in that way in years! Not that I didnt want too, a mental incapability was limiting her. She is sooo smart. It is a wonderful thing to fall in love again. I fell in love with my mother all over again. She made me smile a thousand times. I didnt want to leave my mom. Parting was bitter sweet but I was sure of our next meeting. Im soooo happy for this, God is a mirale worker. He did it for me and for my mom. I love you mommy always. Sn: Cherish every moment you have because you can not define the moment of your loss. RIP Altamese Edwards November 19, 2010.

In The Need

I am happy to announce the release of my new short story thriller, In The Need!
You can purchase your copy online @ lulu.com. This book is available are a hard cover copy and as a download! Enjoy!

Sincerely,

Tamora Reed

At First.

At First.

JIGSAW

You' ve done it and were forgiven

In one moment your whole life can change. I never before understood that phrase as much as I do now.
One day I woke with the perfect Husband, family, living in a semi-perfect world.
By nightfall I was in a broken marriage, a disfunctional family and the world to me was crap.
I went through a make me or break me season. God had ordained my season of grief in order to destoy the root of sin in my life. Oh yeah I had some issues, Christian and all. While going through my season I ranted, raved, sunk into rebellion and almost decided not to serve God.
I was a mess!
I had actually lost my hunger and thist for the Wod of God and became hungry for the world.
Oh dont act like sin was not good. When you were out there you liked the sin you were in and so did I.
Any how, I was raised in the House of God and I knew that I could not remain in the place I was in. It was not home and I felt alone.

God woke me up when He shook up my world. Death became more real, the Ressurection was no longer a Sunday 1 time a year, Salvation became a need, and I finally began to live.

God began Healing my marriage and broken home. I know He does everything, I mean allow us to be tempted for a reason. And I Thank Him for seeing me straying from the promise and loving me enough to help me get back on track!

Thank you Jesus!!!!!!

I is married now!!!

Finally! After about 3 long years of waiting and 1 year of dating I am MARRIED! Yes and He is everything I need and want. I love this man with all of my heart. He brings joy and excitement! He is family oriented, a hardworker, loving individual and a Christian. Wow! Can I ask God for better? NAAAAA. Lol.
March 7 2010 is our anniversary and I look forward to spending many more days in His loving arms.

Signed,

Mrs. Reed